une chose à la fois

just a lil disappointed. but, ohwell. 

no idea why i feel so fucked up.

but i know it’s cos of you, you’re screwing with my mind

when she smiles..

I smile.

You know the feeling, when the person you love from afar is happy, and she shares it with you. You get two kinds of feelings: 

If she’s happy because of what her bf has done for her, you get a reeling feeling in your stomach, wishing it was you

If she’s happy because of anything else that’s not to do with her bf, you’ll be happy too, the fact that she’s shared it with you. And simply because you love her, she’s happy, so you’re happy

Now? I’m feeling the latter :)